Random thoughts

新生命: Agnes has given birth to a baby boy on 11 April which happens to be the same birthdate as her daughter- Chloe (I suggested this nice name to Agnes hehe). Congradulation to her, finally end her pregnancy days :) As for Kelly, she's going to give birth in July and who knows? The baby could share the same bd as his/her mummy or daddy's birthday.

Seems like friends around me are entering into a new phrase of life- getting married or becoming a mother. In my personal opinion, life wont be complete without a family of my own. My amibition is to have a happy family hehe, sounded simple but in these days where there are so many temptations, it is hard to maintain a relationship, let alone having a happy family. You have to worry if your partner will cheat on you, or worse, I cant say for sure I wont change my heart. People do change isnt it? Who can say for sure? Im quite pessimistic in relationship though I have an excellent boyfriend hehe.. Bo bian, Im a pessimistic person :)

离开：Learnt that a person who I met once passed away recently, it's very shocking and somehow I thought of the demise of my cousin a few years back. My cousin who was preparing to wed at the end of the year discovered she had brain cancer in Feb. Within 1/2 year, she passed away, unable to wear the wedding gown & go through the wedding ceremony, not able to start a family with her husband & to have kids who will call her Mummy. Maybe she has painted a very nice picture of her future but it was shattered because of brain cancer. Why must this happen to her? I dont understand. We should really cherish the people around us coz we dont know when they or we will be gone. I also wonder if her husband's love for her will continue or is there really something call 永恒的爱情，生死相许，至死不渝？没答案的问题。。。